Welcome 2012.
Flipping that calendar over to a New Year comes with mixed emotion for some. Another year older, etc.... But for me - right now - it is a welcome, hopeful change. I have shyed away from writing down my resolutions for the past few years, making it harder to take stock on what has changed and grown. This time after an evening of staring off into space, I wrote them all down and I got really joyful because I am looking forward to a new beginning. I have already shared this list with my closest friends and perhaps sharing them here will make me a wee bit more accountable.
In 2012 I want to...
-Go on a trip, a big trip, with just my husband.
-Explore my spirituality - it has come up too many times this year to ignore.
-Stop apologizing or overthanking when I don't really mean it and I just don't know what else to say. Try to just let it be.
-Ride in a century ride (a 100-mile bike race)
-Work on making new friends. Nurture and be grateful for the friends I do have (all of you!!)
-Be loving towards my brother and accept that I cannot change him. (Definitely need to attend some Al-anon meetings.)
-Be present and mindful with Lila and Henry - have more shared fun. And breath-in deeply before yelling.
-Raise more chickens, grow a big garden, and create more homefood.
-Listen to my patients, spend the time to really hear their words, see the world from their perspective - even if for just a moment.
-Attend a continuing education conference that will help me be a better clinician.
-Take control of my finances and turn the fear into action.
-Spend more time with my family.
Isn't she full of life?! It is contagious!
Well, maybe the list is huge. And maybe it will turn out to be too much, who knows? However, it is nice exercise to think about the things I want and think that there is a new beginning to get started on them. Cheers to 2012!